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		<title>By: Doug K</title>
		<link>http://crookedtimber.org/2006/05/29/unfulfilled-and-unfilfillable-ambitions/comment-page-1/#comment-157504</link>
		<dc:creator>Doug K</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 31 May 2006 17:39:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>mathematician was my goal, but the competition was too fierce for me. Dreamt of being a poet, but even at 15 I knew no-one earns their bread by poetry. Instead, drifted into computer programming, which has been interesting and satisfying at best, tolerable at worst. 

I&#039;m not sure the &#039;job&#039; as such of programming will exist for much longer - most of IT these days consists of assembling and debugging complex structures of third-party products, not actually writing code. Certainly code will still be written, but not for the most part by &#039;programmers&#039; in paid employment for their coding skills. I don&#039;t write code at all anymore in my working life, I miss it. 

logicguru - &quot;my mother told me that girls couldn’t be vets&quot;. My wife is still bitter that her mother advised her not to go to med school.. one generation ago these shibboleths were still very real. How strange is that. I am in total agreement with you on the importance and peculiar neglect of career selection.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>mathematician was my goal, but the competition was too fierce for me. Dreamt of being a poet, but even at 15 I knew no-one earns their bread by poetry. Instead, drifted into computer programming, which has been interesting and satisfying at best, tolerable at worst.</p>

	<p>I&#8217;m not sure the &#8216;job&#8217; as such of programming will exist for much longer &#8211; most of IT these days consists of assembling and debugging complex structures of third-party products, not actually writing code. Certainly code will still be written, but not for the most part by &#8216;programmers&#8217; in paid employment for their coding skills. I don&#8217;t write code at all anymore in my working life, I miss it.</p>

	<p>logicguru &#8211; &#8220;my mother told me that girls couldn&#8217;t be vets&#8221;. My wife is still bitter that her mother advised her not to go to med school.. one generation ago these shibboleths were still very real. How strange is that. I am in total agreement with you on the importance and peculiar neglect of career selection.</p>
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		<title>By: Michael Zeleny</title>
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		<dc:creator>Michael Zeleny</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 31 May 2006 17:13:01 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Ever since I read Descartes at the age of 15, I wanted to be just like him. It took me a while to realize that that meant having no job for the rest of my life, following a brief professional participation in a world-historic conflict. These days, I make like Spinoza by grinding an occasional lens.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>Ever since I read Descartes at the age of 15, I wanted to be just like him. It took me a while to realize that that meant having no job for the rest of my life, following a brief professional participation in a world-historic conflict. These days, I make like Spinoza by grinding an occasional lens.</p>
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		<title>By: Ajax</title>
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		<dc:creator>Ajax</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 16:29:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>The composer Morton Feldman once told a composition class he was teaching that he hated teaching composition.  When a student asked him why, in that case, did he do it, Feldman replied that working in a job you hate is a sign of maturity.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>The composer Morton Feldman once told a composition class he was teaching that he hated teaching composition.  When a student asked him why, in that case, did he do it, Feldman replied that working in a job you hate is a sign of maturity.</p>
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		<title>By: SeanD</title>
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		<dc:creator>SeanD</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 14:16:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>5-18: Honest Politican.  Turned out that occupation never existed.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>5-18: Honest Politican.  Turned out that occupation never existed.</p>
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		<title>By: The Mole Person</title>
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		<dc:creator>The Mole Person</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 12:55:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Early on I wanted to be Uncle of God, Overlord of the Universe.

Didn&#039;t work out.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>Early on I wanted to be Uncle of God, Overlord of the Universe.</p>

	<p>Didn&#8217;t work out.</p>
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		<title>By: will u.</title>
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		<dc:creator>will u.</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 12:42:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I forgot to mention that my brief Trotskyist period was during ages 15 and 16.  Make of that what you will.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>I forgot to mention that my brief Trotskyist period was during ages 15 and 16.  Make of that what you will.</p>
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		<title>By: Matt</title>
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		<dc:creator>Matt</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 11:38:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I wanted to be a jet fighter pilot until I was about 13 or 14, when the killing people part started to seem unappealing to me.  Saddly enough that job does still exist.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>I wanted to be a jet fighter pilot until I was about 13 or 14, when the killing people part started to seem unappealing to me.  Saddly enough that job does still exist.</p>
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		<title>By: duaneg</title>
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		<dc:creator>duaneg</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 10:24:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I wanted to be a theoretical physicist for most of my youth. I changed my mind after my first year of university and decided on software development. I&#039;d been programming since I was a kid so it wasn&#039;t exactly a stretch. I love my job.

abb1: &lt;i&gt;Programming is pretty much like stenography these days.&lt;/i&gt;

Bollocks it is. The work that I do is closer to poetry than stenography. Sure, programming &lt;i&gt;can be&lt;/i&gt; like that, if you work in the sort of intellectually and creatively bankrupt shop where they think software development is analagous to a manufacturing production line. However, at least in London, it is easy enough to find challenging, well-paid work that those sort of jobs can be avoided.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>I wanted to be a theoretical physicist for most of my youth. I changed my mind after my first year of university and decided on software development. I&#8217;d been programming since I was a kid so it wasn&#8217;t exactly a stretch. I love my job.</p>

	<p>abb1: <i>Programming is pretty much like stenography these days.</i></p>

	<p>Bollocks it is. The work that I do is closer to poetry than stenography. Sure, programming <i>can be</i> like that, if you work in the sort of intellectually and creatively bankrupt shop where they think software development is analagous to a manufacturing production line. However, at least in London, it is easy enough to find challenging, well-paid work that those sort of jobs can be avoided.</p>
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		<title>By: degustibus</title>
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		<dc:creator>degustibus</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 07:05:15 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>My uncle asked my brother what he was going to do when he graduated from college with a degree in sociology.  My brother said he didn&#039;t know, but he wanted to do something he liked.

My uncle was silent, then said, &quot;Good god, I worked for 50 years and not once--not one goddamned time did I ever have a job I liked!&quot;

Times and expectations change.

(My brother is a tenured Sociology prof, and I&#039;m not altogether certain he likes his job.)</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>My uncle asked my brother what he was going to do when he graduated from college with a degree in sociology.  My brother said he didn&#8217;t know, but he wanted to do something he liked.</p>

	<p>My uncle was silent, then said, &#8220;Good god, I worked for 50 years and not once&#8212;not one goddamned time did I ever have a job I liked!&#8221;</p>

	<p>Times and expectations change.</p>

	<p>(My brother is a tenured Sociology prof, and I&#8217;m not altogether certain he likes his job.)</p>
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		<title>By: joel turnipseed</title>
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		<dc:creator>joel turnipseed</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 05:32:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Intriguing... am I the only one who didn&#039;t so much want to be some&lt;em&gt;thing&lt;/em&gt; but rather some&lt;em&gt;one&lt;/em&gt; in his youthful search for a place in life?

I can remember wanting to be, alternatively, James Bond (ages about 8 through 12), Joe Strummer (12-15), Frank Lloyd Wright/Howard Roarke (15-19), Ludwig Wittgenstein (19-22), and Saul Bellow (22-28), before finally giving in and becoming, with much less celebration (and a fair amount of chagrin) &lt;em&gt;myself&lt;/em&gt;. We&#039;ll see how &lt;em&gt;that&lt;/em&gt; goes... not bad so far, to be honest.

In the meantime, Patrick--your later-in-life--ascent to academe (if I&#039;m reading you right) is inspiring. I had more than half given up on America&#039;s providing second chances (&lt;em&gt;especially&lt;/em&gt; in its universities), but I&#039;m happy to see that I&#039;m proven wrong. But then, logicguru&#039;s post seems to reaffirm, in the face of your experience (and shouts out from a former Marine, long-haul truck driver, masonry laborer, etcetera), that the way through the gate to the path of higher (and fiercely competitive) social goods is a straight and narrow one, indeed.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>Intriguing&#8230; am I the only one who didn&#8217;t so much want to be some<em>thing</em> but rather some<em>one</em> in his youthful search for a place in life?</p>

	<p>I can remember wanting to be, alternatively, James Bond (ages about 8 through 12), Joe Strummer (12-15), Frank Lloyd Wright/Howard Roarke (15-19), Ludwig Wittgenstein (19-22), and Saul Bellow (22-28), before finally giving in and becoming, with much less celebration (and a fair amount of chagrin) <em>myself</em>. We&#8217;ll see how <em>that</em> goes&#8230; not bad so far, to be honest.</p>

	<p>In the meantime, Patrick&#8212;your later-in-life&#8212;ascent to academe (if I&#8217;m reading you right) is inspiring. I had more than half given up on America&#8217;s providing second chances (<em>especially</em> in its universities), but I&#8217;m happy to see that I&#8217;m proven wrong. But then, logicguru&#8217;s post seems to reaffirm, in the face of your experience (and shouts out from a former Marine, long-haul truck driver, masonry laborer, etcetera), that the way through the gate to the path of higher (and fiercely competitive) social goods is a straight and narrow one, indeed.</p>
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		<title>By: Asashouryuu</title>
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		<dc:creator>Asashouryuu</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 05:27:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>From about 5 to 14 I wanted to be an archaeologist, but ever since my h.s. German teacher introduced us to some of the sound correspondences between English and German I have wanted to go into comparative linguistics.  Six years ago I was on my way, but when my wife ran into visa problems I left graduate school to return with her to her home country until things could be worked out.  Now, 6 years and a few thousand dollars in legal and administrative fees later, and after dealing with a mistaken 10-year ban on re-entry, we finally have her green card -- as well as a beautiful young daughter.  Of course, what we don&#039;t have is enough money to move our family back to the U.S. and set up a household, much less enough for me to return to grad school.

BTW If I ever manage to return, does anyone have any advice on finishing a graduate degree and embarking on a career in academia as one approaches 40 -- or on the advisability of so doing?</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>From about 5 to 14 I wanted to be an archaeologist, but ever since my h.s. German teacher introduced us to some of the sound correspondences between English and German I have wanted to go into comparative linguistics.  Six years ago I was on my way, but when my wife ran into visa problems I left graduate school to return with her to her home country until things could be worked out.  Now, 6 years and a few thousand dollars in legal and administrative fees later, and after dealing with a mistaken 10-year ban on re-entry, we finally have her green card&#8212;as well as a beautiful young daughter.  Of course, what we don&#8217;t have is enough money to move our family back to the U.S. and set up a household, much less enough for me to return to grad school.</p>

	<p><span class="caps">BTW </span>If I ever manage to return, does anyone have any advice on finishing a graduate degree and embarking on a career in academia as one approaches 40&#8212;or on the advisability of so doing?</p>
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		<title>By: Nicholas Weininger</title>
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		<dc:creator>Nicholas Weininger</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 05:24:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I&#039;ve wanted to be a sci/tech person of some sort as far back as I can remember. Until age 12 or so this was a more or less undifferentiated &quot;scientist/researcher/geek in lab coat&quot; sort of wish; then when I discovered computer programming it specialized to that; then it swung toward pure math, then recently back to computer programming when I discovered that there were two subsets of academic math jobs:

A. ones I could actually get
B. ones I would be happy doing

and while both A and B were actually fairly large, they were unfortunately disjoint.

Funnily enough, though, this is the first time in my life I&#039;ve had absolutely no idea what I want to be in 5-10 years.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>I&#8217;ve wanted to be a sci/tech person of some sort as far back as I can remember. Until age 12 or so this was a more or less undifferentiated &#8220;scientist/researcher/geek in lab coat&#8221; sort of wish; then when I discovered computer programming it specialized to that; then it swung toward pure math, then recently back to computer programming when I discovered that there were two subsets of academic math jobs:</p>

	<p>A. ones I could actually get<br />
B. ones I would be happy doing</p>

	<p>and while both A and B were actually fairly large, they were unfortunately disjoint.</p>

	<p>Funnily enough, though, this is the first time in my life I&#8217;ve had absolutely no idea what I want to be in 5-10 years.</p>
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		<title>By: will u.</title>
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		<dc:creator>will u.</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 03:46:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Ages 5-10: Policeman

10-16: Computer engineer

16-18: Sociologist or philosopher

18-21: Theoretical physicist

21-present: Quant on Wall Street with a theoretical physics PhD. I recognize that the job market for research physicists is dreadful, but I can&#039;t imagine stopping short of learning quantum field theory and I&#039;ve already dug a rather deep hole for myself.  I think it&#039;s too late to retool to become something respectable like a dermatologist.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>Ages 5-10: Policeman</p>

	<p>10-16: Computer engineer</p>

	<p>16-18: Sociologist or philosopher</p>

	<p>18-21: Theoretical physicist</p>

	<p>21-present: Quant on Wall Street with a theoretical physics PhD. I recognize that the job market for research physicists is dreadful, but I can&#8217;t imagine stopping short of learning quantum field theory and I&#8217;ve already dug a rather deep hole for myself.  I think it&#8217;s too late to retool to become something respectable like a dermatologist.</p>
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		<title>By: Patrick S. O'Donnell</title>
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		<dc:creator>Patrick S. O'Donnell</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 00:49:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>John Quiggin, 

Lord knows we need more economists interested in economics, and not theory as such, or for its own sake (leave that to the mathematicians), otherwise it&#039;s so much talent and intelligence wasted (thinking here of the common or public good). We need economists like Tibor de Scitovsky, John Kenneth Galbraith, E.F. Schumacher, Juliet Schor, Richard Freeman, David Schweickart, Amartya Sen, Serge Kolm, Jean Dreze, John Roemer, Richard Thaler, Partha Dasgupta, Deirdre McCloskey, Michael McPherson, Philip Mirowski, Kaushik Basu, etc., etc. To be sure, philosophy of economics and economic theory is important, but it sure helps to have it make some connection with economics on the ground, or it&#039;s so much intellectual masturbation (yes, it brings pleasure, but of a selfish sort). Neo-classical economists are often quite adept with the rhetoric of mathematical formalism, so much so they sever all ties with economic history and &#039;real world&#039; economies (McCloskey&#039;s complaint; by comparison, Platonic Forms are rather practical). Those of us in the proverbial Platonic cave need economists to return now and then from the Agathon, after all, the dialectic is ascending AND descending, as Iris Murdoch, among others, reminds us.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>John Quiggin,</p>

	<p>Lord knows we need more economists interested in economics, and not theory as such, or for its own sake (leave that to the mathematicians), otherwise it&#8217;s so much talent and intelligence wasted (thinking here of the common or public good). We need economists like Tibor de Scitovsky, John Kenneth Galbraith, E.F. Schumacher, Juliet Schor, Richard Freeman, David Schweickart, Amartya Sen, Serge Kolm, Jean Dreze, John Roemer, Richard Thaler, Partha Dasgupta, Deirdre McCloskey, Michael McPherson, Philip Mirowski, Kaushik Basu, etc., etc. To be sure, philosophy of economics and economic theory is important, but it sure helps to have it make some connection with economics on the ground, or it&#8217;s so much intellectual masturbation (yes, it brings pleasure, but of a selfish sort). Neo-classical economists are often quite adept with the rhetoric of mathematical formalism, so much so they sever all ties with economic history and &#8216;real world&#8217; economies (McCloskey&#8217;s complaint; by comparison, Platonic Forms are rather practical). Those of us in the proverbial Platonic cave need economists to return now and then from the Agathon, after all, the dialectic is ascending <span class="caps">AND</span> descending, as Iris Murdoch, among others, reminds us.</p>
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		<title>By: John Quiggin</title>
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		<dc:creator>John Quiggin</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 00:02:54 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I wanted to be a pure mathematician, but there were no jobs for the cohort of PhDs just ahead of me, so I thought becoming an economic theorist would be the next best thing. Over time though, I&#039;ve become more interested in economics and less interested in theory for its own sake.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[	<p>I wanted to be a pure mathematician, but there were no jobs for the cohort of PhDs just ahead of me, so I thought becoming an economic theorist would be the next best thing. Over time though, I&#8217;ve become more interested in economics and less interested in theory for its own sake.</p>
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